Well I've been feeling that a lot lately.
And each time it hurts just as bad.
The only difference is that I get better at hiding it on the outside. I've learned to accept that I will probably feel this way for the rest of my marriage, which in all reality means the rest of my life, because I made a vow to stay with my husband for better or for worse. And with each passing day, it slowly gets worse.
Now I love my husband with all my heart and soul. I would die if anything ever happened to him.
I love him.
I'm just not in love with him.
I've never told anyone that. And I never will. That's why I decided to start this blog. Maybe this can be my form of therapy. Where I can enjoy the aspect of anonymity and speak freely about my broken heart and somewhat broken marriage.
I hope that through writing, I can find other women who are willing to listen and give me advice, because like I said, I love my husband. I want it to work out. Things have just changed for us both and we need to find a way to fall in love again.
This is just what happens when love is interrupted.
